Mood

This morning saya pergi bayar maintainen then buy a newspaper BH. Izwan Pilus passed away yesterday. Like arwah Din Beramboi. Al-Fatihah. Semoga ditempatkan bersama orang-orang beriman. Takut bila teringat tentang mati. Bagi insan sihat mati itu menakutkan. Namun sering terbabas untuk persiapkan diri. Bagi yang sakit mati itu mungkin. Cuma rasa kesal jika tiada persediaan. Now i reading a book The Hand That First Held Mine. I have already finished one chapter but i did feel whats point that writer try to do. I stop a few time to read a book that ghost concerned. About toyol. So boring. I have to find out my mood. I just disappointed about DS. I loved her book. I try again just now i read Sizzling Sixteen. Oh no. Not yet. Uhh......... Hard to say. I don't understand why my heart my feel like caper like have something that need to get run. Something like that la. Uneasy to tell. But i hope whatever happen hopefully its luck for me and family. Sekarang juga saya tengah mengumpul undian APBH. I want Stacy a winner. So i vote vote and vote.
Pernah gagal kemudian mencuba nasib di tempat lain. Setelah berjaya mengapa mesti kembali kepada perkara yang pernah gagal. Kenapa tidak meneruskan dengan yang ada sekarang. Adakah itu namanya rezeki? So stress. Inda sabar mo pulang kampung. Ooo...what happen to me??? Tengahari tadi kebetulan terbuka tv3, cerita tentang gempa bumi di Jepun. Sedih. Air mata saya mengalir. Saya belum pernah melaluinya dan tak ingin melaluinya. I don't know what more can i do to find my mood....