i'm lost....

I'm watching the showdance 2010 at 8tv last night. actually i wait for WAKAKA showdance... hebat. U know what i feel now... i'm lost my patient actually...my heart melonjak-lonjak want to back Sabah...back my village..back to see my lovely family....miss them... ya...i'll be there....

Pertukaran ke PDRM .....sebenarnya saya teringin juga tapi yang malangnya tarikh pindahnya 3 may ni...that time i'll back holiday at my country Sabah... i think the prosess transfer maybe on july...but i'm so dissapointed. And my friend said very trouble work at there...ya ka?...what i tak tahan she said every morning will be berkawad with the police organisation.... alamak... and my housemate say if i don't want to try this maybe i force wait for one year later to transfer back Sabah. So, what should i do?....hantam sajalah labu....hahaha...my auntie tagline... Should be to think positive but i'm not because this may i have an examination for N27. I would like to try my knowledge have an improvement or still poor. We don't know about our rezeki isn't?... if Allah give me a premission Insya-Allah. But now i must do and study very well... PTK and BITK exam i'm lost.... so i hope this exam i'm a winner...Ameen...

At tuesday my friend hana give me bilis and ikan masin. Thanks. I take along time to think when and what i can do about it. U know about this time i not yet see what i can do.... my housemate say masak nasi goreng ikan bilis je.... huh!...ya but i'm lazy really... in my mind now...where and when i can buy handphone charger... i always off my phone cause want to jimat cas ba... hehehe... this night should be to make an explanation budget. i hope my head will not sick....my budget always out of my plan.... in the end of time i still keep my hopefully of my brother that he will give me back what he take from me....my pray every minute every hour everyday every mounth before i back....

mkbs - this night friday night....so do what you need to do for yourself your life...